Much ado about everything...

So much has happened over the past several weeks to a couple months. Megan moved down to texas to sell alarm systems with her boyfriends business, Hayden left for his mission, Dexter and I became seperated and he moved in with Skyler and Veronica, Braxton broke his elbow, school got out for the summer leaving me with the final high school graduation I will go to for my own children. As for now, last night Taylor flew out to Texas with Megan to sell alarms, today Hayden flies from the MTC to Argentina, and Dexter and I are going to see if we can get some help and hopefully recover our marriage. So much in such a short period of time. Some of it has been the most rewarding things I have ever done, while some of it the most devastating.
I owe so much to my family and especially my Heavenly Father that I am still motivated to get out of bed each day and try to find the positive in such a negative world. Everyone has been so kind with words of wisdom and some just a shoulder to cry on for a few minutes. How do you say that you have lost so much, yet gained so much all at the same time. I have never prayed so hard, and fasted so hard in my whole life as to help find answers to very difficult questions that I have. I want to thank everyone for all the love and support but please don 't stop praying. I will take all the prayers I can get.